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[13 Apr 2005|07:34pm] |
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obviously, the trouble with love is --- kelly clarkson |
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Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It'll fool ya every time
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The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you've got no say at all
Now I was once a fool it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world’s a deeper blue
I'm sadder but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn’t worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
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Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin'
And I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two
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[11 Apr 2005|08:28pm] |
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Baby Mama's - Fantasia |
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graduation please hurry up.
im so ready to blow this joint and all its fucking shiesters.
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| i knew it. im italian. |
[09 Apr 2005|07:04pm] |
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| holy cow. |
[06 Apr 2005|08:23pm] |
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The way you love me |
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two words sum up the events of tonight...
wow.
and
amazing.
you're awesome, glad you came to hang out.
can't wait to see what happens.
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[05 Apr 2005|06:32pm] |
DO THIS!
-First Letter of your Name.
-One compliment.
-One insult.
-Lyrics to a song.
-How long we've been friends.
-An inside joke or memory with me
And I expect a bunch of you to take the time to do this. Don't be lazy and just read this entry then click the X button. If you have enough time to read this, then I am CERTAIN you have enough time to fill out my thingamajig.
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| baby im a cop stop. |
[05 Apr 2005|03:53pm] |
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Just Friends - Gavin Degraw |
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so i stayed home from school today..
gave me some time to evaluate myself and all my situations.
i had 3 dollars in my wallet.
i spent 1. that means i now have 2.
my mom put 20 dollars worth of gas in my car on saturday.
it was on Empty by monday.
Today she put 10 more.
ive been wasting gas on this useless relationship that isnt going to work out.
and ever since i've gotten back into town i've spent my free time with this useless relationship.
or atleast thinking about this useless relationship.
i guess thats all.
right now i hate life.
to the max.
"its not my style to lay it on the line."
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[04 Apr 2005|08:08pm] |
Your expectations are just another way of spelling out MY heartache.
I'm just setting myself up for disaster
yet I say yes, again and again.
Im just digging myself a grave and one day, its going to cave in.
I dont know what to do about all this and I dont know what to say.
I care a lot about you yet I still feel like its a disaster waiting to happen.
I guess we'll see.
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| lets try this again. |
[20 Mar 2005|11:17am] |
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God Blessed the Broken Road - Rascall Flats |
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so, as you can see, the old journal has been demolished.
a new day. a new start.
not really sure where to begin on this one... its been a while.
a lot has happened... i've met many new friends, lost old ones, grown a bit wiser and a year older, and learned a lot along the way. its been interesting learning all of these new things about my life, but its fun.
new orleans has become my new escape, kind of like my double life i guess.
i have my new orleans friends and my coast friends. not really sure what to do once i graduate, when i was 10 years old i had it all planned out, but its just scary deciding what i want to do for the rest of my life at the age of 18. i guess i'll leave the past in the past and just continue from what happened this weekend.
Friday - I went to school (i have not missed any days since the term started), then it was off to work, i recieved my pay today, then i went home and jared came over until 5, when he had to be at work. At 9, when he got off, he came back over, and we hung out with eden and jim for a while, then went and rented the grudge and saw. we did not complete either of the movies and fell asleep around 10.
Saturday - Jared left in the A.M. I laid around and watched Saw by myself. it was kind of good. Jami and I ran some errands and went to the mall. Jared met us for lunch. We walked around and bumped into Meredith and Tyler. Then we saw Justin... that was weird. He gave me a note he had written. We all went home and then Jami and I got dressed and went to eat with Amy and Tahler for Sadie Hawkins. I did not attend the festivites.. Jared came over and picked me up and we hung out and went to McDonalds. He left for Destin this morning. Lucky.
Sunday - Today is a chill day. I am going to go to Kathryns in a bit and maybe we can find some craft project to get into.
Well,
until next time.
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